Fall Inservice speech - 2003
Celebrating What's Right with Lane.
I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I'm on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
I think you will hear a lot today that will make
you feel proud because today we are going to celebrate
what's right with Lane.
Good Morning and Welcome.
It is great to see
all of you. I want to first express my appreciation
to all of the faculty and staff who were working
at the college this summer. We know the work it
takes to wind up last year's activities -budget
etc. especially with the newness of Banner, to keep
things going and, simultaneously prepare for a new
year, to pack and unpack your offices. So thank
you. Welcome back to all of you who were not around
this summer. And a special welcome to all of you
who are with us for the first time. We are so glad
you said "yes" to Lane.
I love this time of
the year. To be honest, as I finished last year
I had my doubts if I could work my way out of the
drudgery of dealing with budgets and legislatures,
which I must say is particularly joyless work,
and if I really would be looking forward to a new
year, this my third year as a president. But miraculous
things happen when you can get a little time away.
The most important thing you gain is perspective.
Perspective about yourself, perspective about your
work and perspective about the relationship of self
to work. When we can put the negative behind us and
focus on what's ahead in a positive way great things
happen. I hope the same is true for all of you. So,
I can honestly say that I am reenergized and renewed
and so glad that I have the privilege of serving
this great college as president.
As educators we are blessed with being able to have
a fresh start, a new beginning every fall. Another
chance to get it right! Get it right as an organization,
get it right with students and get it right with each other.
Before I look ahead
I want to take a minute or two to welcome a few
people and celebrate some of the good things that
happened last year and to recognize some folks
that made an important contribution.
I would like to introduce some members of the board:
Kathleen Shelley, Larry Romine, Jay Bozievich,
Paul Holman, Dennis Shine, Mike Rose. Roger
Hall could not be here today but I want to
express my sincere thanks for his leadership
as chair last year and to all the board members
for their dedicated service to the college.
They have continued to challenge, support and
encourage the work that we are doing. I
am very grateful for the gifts they bring to us
on behalf of the community. I am especially
grateful to Mike, now in his 34th year of service
to the college, 29 as a faculty member and now
in his fifth year on the board, for being willing
to take on the challenging role of chairing the
board.
It is also a privilege to work with an outstanding,
activist, executive team: Marie, Cheryl, Donna, Sonya,
Craig, Dennis, Jane and Tracy and Steve.
Last year was a year
of high and lows. Not as many lows as the year
before but some lows. Too often, I think we are
so focused on what is not working that we forget
that there is much that is right with Lane and
it is worth celebrating. In my job I get to go
out and meet people from all over the community.
I must have met with literally hundreds of people
last year from all segments of the community. In
our conversations they tell me over and over again
what a wonderful place Lane is. They talk about
it as a gem, an essential resource, a treasure, a
place of hope, a place where dreams begin and come
true. I am not making this up! Too often, internally,
we get caught up in what is not working. And yes,
there is plenty of that to go around. But if we stay
in that place we can lose sight of all the wonderful
things that go on every single day. We need to be
reminded by people in the community and by each other
that what we are doing here really counts, and that
we can be proud of what we do. So I want to look
back for a moment and highlight some of the excellent
things that were advanced last year. I believe everyone
is to be commended for continuing to serve students
in an exemplary way. In highlighting a few projects
we don't want to forget the importance of the daily
routine work that makes such an impact, but it is
also important to recognize what progress we are
making on some projects that have been initiated
to support learning.
CORE Project - Creating our respectful environment.
This project is taking one of our core values each
year and providing focused effort to make the value
come alive. For example, the signs that adorn the
entrances to the college that ask people to remember
one thing -when you enter our learning community
remember one thing. Treat each other with respect,
kindness and compassion. Simplemente trate a los
demas con respeto, carino y compassion. This applies
to our students and guests. It also applies to each
one of us.
The Art on the Walls was an off shoot of the CORE project where students and
staff developed an installation for the lobby of the Center for Meeting and
Learning and students developed art pieces after reading the diversity plan.
The Reading Together
project under Ellen Cantor's able leadership is
taking us in many new directions. The purpose is
to build community through having a shared reading
experience. The two books selected are Montana
1948 and Privilege, Power and Difference. Many
faculty are incorporating the books into their classes.
For example, Patrick Torelle, Theater, has written
a play based on Montana 1948. Bonnie Simoa, Dance, and
students are choreographing dance pieces. There
will be forums and discussion groups. As important,
is that we are building a community where all of
us can be learners as we share our perspectives on
these books. You will hear more about this at the
close of the morning's session.
Mainstreaming innovation - This
year we were able to put recurring funds in the
budget to allow us to mainstream some of the innovative
projects that we have been working on over the
last few years. This was an important first step
in providing an ongoing piece of infrastructure
for innovation.
The Experimental classroom. In Building 19 is almost
ready to go. We have had a group of faculty and staff
think about the experimental classroom, a place where
faculty can do some R&D in the use of technology
in the classroom.
The student component of Banner is up. Yes, it presents new things for us to
learn l improve services to students in the long run. Staff have done a great
job of making this work.
ABSE/ESL state accreditation gave us many commendations for the work faculty
and staff are doing. The Center for Learning Advancement which is meant
to provide a seamless continuum for students who need a bit more preparation
for college level classes is coming together.
Our Marketing and Public relations unit, small though
it is, is being very creative with the resources
available. Our series of student success stories
reminds us of what happens when we get it right.
New college brochures, college information printed
in Spanish have been completed and now we are really
thinking about how our website can be used to present
the college in a positive light.
The Foundation staff
have been very active in helping us connect with
the community and "friend-raise." This
is having a very positive impact on our community
relationships and will, in time, result in increased
resources.
Plant improvements. You will notice that we have
started to re-invest in the plant. This year we began
some concrete replacement that presented safety hazards.
We installed the irrigation pipes on the front of
the campus so that we can look forward to a more
attractive environment.
We received a number
of recommendations from the Response Team.
The racial incidents last year caused me profound
sadness and I know that was shared by you. How could
anyone think that it was okay to do that? But the
way the community came together and listened to the
pain of our colleagues and resolved to do better
and the resulting recommendations of the response
Team when implemented will change the college for
the better.
And finally, we finished the fourth floor. And if
you haven't had a chance to go over there, I would
encourage you to do so. What a difference a 2.4 million
dollars makes!
These are just a few
of the many projects of which we can be proud. Of
course, if it were not for the work that all of
you do to make Lane the place it is, there would
be little to celebrate, little to be proud of,
and little to look forward to.
Speaking of celebrations,
I would like to start this morning with a bit of
a celebration by honoring some of our outstanding
staff who made a difference for all of us over
the last few years with their dedication to improving
our learning environment. I am speaking, of course,
about the people who worked closely with the bond
project.
The Bond Project is
coming to a close. The
remodel of the 4th floor of the Center building is
last major architectural Bond project and that project
will be finished in time for students by the start
of Fall Term. Now it's time to acknowledge
and thank everyone who contributed to the success
of the Bond Project.
The past four and a
half years have seen the largest expansion of the
main campus since the college started. Over
245,000 square feet of construction has been completed
and 86% of that total (211,000 sq. ft.) was new space.
Off-Campus projects included:
Seven new Community Learning centers at high schools
throughout our district
A new college center at Cottage Grove and a big addition to the Florence center
Main Campus projects included:
Six new buildings: a new Child Care center, the new
Student Services building, the Welding Technology
building
Five major remodels: Math-Science building, Center for Meeting and Learning,
Performing Arts, Campus Services and the 4th floor of the Center building.
A new Bus Station
Main campus construction
affected everyone on campus in different ways: some
staff had to move their offices, some classrooms
and labs took up temporary quarters in other buildings,
the entire Math Department moved from one building
to another, and Computer Information Technology
finally got a home of their own.
Numerous staff members
served on the Project User Groups that guided the
architects in planning buildings. Even
those whose space was not touched by the Bond Project
had to endure the sounds of rock removal and typical
construction noise, the smell of diesel fuel and
other odors as well as having their normal routes
for walking from one place on campus to another disturbed
or detoured. Dirt was everywhere. It
was common for students and staff to ask where is
this class, lab or office today and how can I get
there?
The great majority
of you were patient, helpful, and understanding. Special
kudos goes everyone in the Science Department for
not going berserk after months and months of the
high decibel noise of rock removal outside their
doors.
Special thanks also
go to the members of the Project User Groups who
worked so diligently and conscientiously to make
the new spaces functional and user-friendly within
very tight budgets. Both the architects
and engineers said they had never worked so closely
with other user groups as they had with you. Lots
of good ideas came out of these meetings.
It takes a lot of planning
to figure out how to spend 42.8 million dollars
wisely. Which projects
would be done and what would their budgets be? How
would the architects and engineers be selected? In
what sequence would the projects be constructed? What
should the budget for furnishings and equipment be? Paul
Colvin was the chief planner and the Bond Project
essentially followed his overall plans. Paul's
contribution was invaluable.
Incidentally, those
42.8 million dollars grew into over 62 million
dollars because of smart investments and a soaring
stock market. This growth allowed
the Bond to do more than was originally thought possible.
Much of the reason
for the success of the Bond Project is due to the
people in Facilities Maintenance and Planning. Before construction began on the
main campus Mike Ruiz, the Director of FM&P knew
and planned for his people to play a major role in
the Bond Project. His department would have
to continue to perform the essential maintenance
jobs that it always does while also providing people
to perform critical roles relating to Bond Projects. There
were new procedures for doing things and new roles
for some personnel. Mike has been totally cooperative
and positive in supporting the Bond Project.
While everyone in FM&P assisted the Bond to
one degree or another, the efforts and attitude of
some of them was outstanding. The work of each
of them went above and beyond their typical job descriptions. They
not only saved the college money but they also made
things work more smoothly.
The college takes great
pleasure in awarding Certificates of Appreciation
and Recognition to those people.
Paul Colvin
for the excellent organization, project sequencing
and financial planning of the Bond Project
Mike Ruiz
for the flexible, cooperative and positive attitude
along with encouraging FM&P personnel to work
on Bond Projects
Lynn Atkins
for the outstanding management of several Bond projects,
construction leadership and expertise in building
others
Todd Smith
for the outstanding management of several Bond projects
and construction expertise in remodeling the Center
building, 4th floor
Susanne Tatar
for flexibility, diligence, positive attitude, and
creative assistance in many different parts of
the Bond Project
Mike Hopkinson
for positive, cheerful attitude, flexibility and
leadership in the furnishing of rooms touched by
the Bond Project
Judy Ann Fuller
for the high level of professionalism displayed
in keeping FM&P running smoothly after
the Bond Project completely disrupted its normal
operation
Tom Oroyan
for architectural expertise in designing and rendering
some of the Bond Projects
Danny Avalos
for providing the Bond Project with leadership, advice
and expertise in all electrical aspects of the
Bond Project
Ron Case
for providing the Bond Project with electrical expertise
Max Schumacher
for leading the electrical team on the Center building
4th floor remodel
Rob Atkins
for construction expertise and cooperative attitude
Steve Kayl
for leadership and expertise in building all of the
Bond Project casework
Al Mauldin
for expertise and assistance in building the Bond
Project casework
Terry Starr
for enthusiasm, expertise, and diligence in painting
several Bond projects
Frank Drengacz
for providing the Bond Project with leadership and
expertise in landscaping
Virginia Brady
for assistance in resolving all of the problems connected
with providing telephone service for the Bond Project
Stanley Kerr
for assistance in moving and assembling furniture
and installing accessories in classrooms and offices
And we cannot forget Bob Mention. Bob's leadership
and steady hand throughout the project made all the
difference.
I want to make particular mention of the work that was done on the Fourth floor.
It was accomplished totally by our own staff and what a great job they have
done. These folks have done us proud!
At this time I also want to recognize the classified employees of the month
and year. Insert
So, I want to continue
the celebration of what is right with Lane. This
is the time when we should be looking forward with
positive anticipation to the future, safe in the
knowledge that we have the resources to do what
our community expects. It's
a time to be optimistic, hopeful (and I am hopeful)
but how do we do that without denying the realities
we are facing? I don't want to be naïve
about the fact that we still have challenges. Nor
do I want to dwell too long on what is not working,
at least for today!
I think it's a "both.and" We must look forward
to the future and we must deal with the realities
of today and tomorrow that have the potential of
interfering with what we want to create. Celebrating
what's right with Lane is as Patti LaBelle says -a
New Attitude! We could focus on what's wrong but
by focusing on what we want more of transformation
will happen more quickly. Yes, as we change more
things that need attention are highlighted but focusing
on what's right instead of bringing us down, buoys
us up.
So, in the next few minutes I will try to do the
following:
Speak briefly about the revenue situation as it stands
right now.
Talk about our preferred future and the strategic
directions that have been developed by a planning
committee
And finally, how we might develop the collective energy to move us forward.
I will start with budget
and I hope you will see that it is out of place
in what I have called celebrating what's right
with Lane. But you probably will see that as cowboy
wisdom tells us, "It don't take a
genius to spot a goat in a flock of sheep."
I know, I know, I have a nerve saying this with my accent!
I said last year that
I believed we had a three year problem regarding
finances. I have not
moved from that but I want to emphasize that we have
been able to close the gap dramatically. Let me say
that again, we have closed the gap! The decisions
that we made the last two years have positioned us
to be more financially stable. For this current year,
2003-04, we based our budget on the Governor's revised
budget which was a significant decrease from the
last biennium. As far as the legislature was concerned
they did try to increase the amount for community
colleges beyond the Governor's budget. After
pulling some of the money back for various reasons
it leaves us with some funds beyond that which we
budgeted. However, the attempt to place a measure
on the ballot to overturn the income tax surcharge
will wipe out those funds if successful. The new
funding formula may have some impact also.
The good news is that
regardless of what happens with the ballot measure
we will be able to operate the college this year
based on the budget decisions we made last spring.
I don't envision having to make changes during
this year like we did last year. However, the funds
tied to the tax measure- about $1 million - will
impact us the following year.
With respect to 2004-05,
I can't give you a projection at this point. We
are still finalizing the close out of last year
and waiting for the auditor's final numbers. However,
I can tell you this. I'll say it again! We have
closed the gap. We will not
be facing a deficit of $7 million or $6 million as
we have the last two years. Instead we will be in
the million dollar range. That is still a large
amount of money but is manageable in the scheme of
things.
There are still many
unknowns that face us. We must continue to increase
the funds budgeted for major maintenance and equipment
for example; there is the potential that if the
income surcharge is overturned that the legislature
will come back and take money to keep K-12 whole.
But overall I am optimistic that we are on track
and that the worst is behind us. As you well know
this has not come without a great deal of pain.
I for one am looking forward to a year where we
do not have to experience the anxiety around huge
budget cuts but can focus on what really matters.
So I hope you will all join me in taking a breath!
Let's assume we have hit bottom and now we can start
pushing back up to the surface. We are on the right
track and as Gloria Gainer so aptly says.we will
survive. In fact, we will do better than just survive.
Yes, we must take the necessary steps to take our fate in our own hands and
not expect the state to solve the problem. We need to deal with what
is within our control. And to a certain extent roll with the punches. Yet,
while we are doing that we need to work together to secure adequate funding
for public education. What was once the pride of this country, Oregon's
education system, continues to be decimated as we speak. And we must
be vocal in saying that this is not acceptable. This is just not acceptable. Oregon
deserves better, Lane County deserves better, our students deserve better and
yes, we deserve better. We all need to look beyond our own special interests
or agendas and focus on what is at stake here. We can tussle internally about
this or that and while we do that we are ignoring the larger threat from the
outside. For example a recent report called the Cost Crisis in Higher Education
lays the blame squarely on, guess what? Higher Education. We must stay vigilant
if we truly believe in a strong public education system. Let's use our energy
well to take on the right issues.
I think we are now well positioned to move forward
on a number of initiatives.
We can't rest on this good work -while we can take
a breath on the budget side- this journey of transforming
the college is ongoing and we all need to be vigilant
that we are moving forward. As Ghandi says, "The
future depends on what we do in the present." Wherever
we go we have to take the first step and not wait
for the conditions to be perfect and we have done
that but only so tentatively. I am not willing to
wait and live a conditional life. You know the kind
of thing we say to ourselves: If only the state gave
us more money; if only our budget wasn't cut; if
only I had a better boss; if only the students were
better, or on a personal level, if only the kids
were gone; once I get a new house, a new car, a new
spouse or partner! We know that the conditions limit
us in deep ways - while we are waiting for these
things to happen, life is happening - what is the
saying? Life is what happens while we are making
our plans. We somehow think that if we can control
the climate of our existence, when the temperature
is exactly right, when we are completely comfortable
that we will have that sense of freedom, then and
only then will I take that first step. And of course
the conditions are never exactly right. That time
never comes. We must move forward even though the
conditions are not perfect. It reminds me of
Dante's words in the Commedia;
In the middle of the road of my life
I woke in a dark wood
Where the true way was wholly lost.
It has become increasingly
clear to me over the last two years that there
probably is not one true way. If we know where
we are going, many ways can take us there. This
gives us the freedom to innovate and create along
the way. More importantly, I think Dante tells
us that it is essential that we cultivate a relationship
with the unknown. That ambiguity is a key competence.
We have to be willing to let go of our certainty.
We will never have all the information about what
is coming at us next and you know, that can also
be a good thing because if we planned for every single
contingency we would be immobilized. I am reminded of this poem by Rilke
-
You mustn't be frightened
If a sadness
Rises in front of you
Larger than any you have ever seen;
If an anxiety
Like light and cloud-shadows
Moves over your hands and over
Everything you do.
You must realize that something is
Happening to you,
That life has not forgotten you,
That it holds you in its hand
And will not let you fall.
That makes me feel
a whole lot better if I could just let go enough
to believe it! But I believe that if we are careful
and thoughtful about how we generate and spend
our resources we will not fall any further.
So, we need to keep moving, albeit in a measured way so that we don't kill
ourselves in the process.
Last year I asked you
to imagine with me a whole list of things we would
like to see for this state and for the college. We
talked about Lane's preferred future. Since then,
a group of classified, faculty, students and managers
have come together to craft strategic directions
for the college. At this point they focus on eight
areas:
1. Foster student success by providing exemplary
and innovative teaching and learning experiences
and support services that optimize learning opportunities.
2. Build organizational capacity to support student success
3. Optimize resource allocation through sound, exemplary,
and innovative fiscal management.
4. Create a diverse and inclusive learning community.
5. Promote professional
growth and provide development opportunities for
staff.
Create, enhance, and maintain inviting and welcoming facilities that are safe,
accessible, functional, well-equipped, aesthetically appealing, and environmentally
sound.
7. Accountability - demonstrate
substantive change.
8. Position Lane
as a vital community partner for creating a learning
workforce in a knowledge-based economy.
As the committee completes its work there may be
changes as we want to really focus but a draft will
be available to the entire college community for
comment over the course of the next few weeks and
once finalized by the board will guide our work and
our resource allocations for 2004-05 and beyond.
In the meantime we have four strategic directions to guide our work this year.
On the way out you will receive a card to remind you of these goals that will
inform the division/department unit planning you will be doing this year.
We will continue to
have the conversation about what being learning-centered
means at Lane. A
group of faculty, managers and classified attended
a Greater Expectations Institute in June which focused
on developing a culture of engagement and inclusion.
Based on that experience and the work we all did
at the spring conference we have developed the next
iteration of learning-centered principles The Greater
Expectations group will propose these to the college
community for further conversation on Thursday afternoon.
The Accreditation self
study work is proceeding. We will be working hard
to meet the commission's standards - that is job one. We
must demonstrate that we are meeting the standards
to satisfy the evaluators that will be with us
around this time next year. But we want to do more.
We want to use this process to go beyond the standards
where we can and improve our organization. I will
be sharing more about this after the break.
Another major focus
for this year is Governance. The
board has made a decision to govern by policy. They
have directed me to develop a system for college
governance that is effective and they plan to hold
me, as president, accountable for the system and
the decisions that we make. As you might imagine
I have a bit of investment in assuring that we do
this work well! I think one thing we can all agree
on is that our current system, is not working well.
I had the unenviable task of charting our current
governance system. It took up four large pieces of
chart pack paper end-to-end. With lots of circles
floating in the ether, disconnected to most everything
else in the system. As I looked at it I thought no
wonder we have a hard time understanding how things
get done. I have convened a group that includes students,
classified staff, faculty, union leaders, and managers
to develop a new system of governance. Again, there
will be structured opportunities for college wide
feedback before a new system is finalized. Our
hope is that we can streamline councils and committees
and that we are clear and explicit about the roles
of all parties - students, faculty, classified staff,
managers, the president, unions and the board and
that it is clear where issues go for deliberation. Our
governance system has been tripping us up for a long
time because we have not had a shared understanding
of what it means. This was on my work plan two years
ago but was sidetracked by the budget issues. We
need to address this and I am confident that we can.
The committee has had two meetings so far and we
are having rich discussions. They are not easy but
they must be had if we are to develop a system that
will work for the college. Obviously we need to design
a system that taps into the collective wisdom of
everyone and facilitates participation. We are working
on setting up a website so that our work will be
available to all as we go along.
The last initiative
I want to mention is staff health and wellness.
During the budget process we were able to create
a wellness program. A committee has
been formed and Wendy Simmons has been hired to take
the lead on the creation of the program. Please look
for information about this and get involved. It
will take each of us looking out for our own health
and wellness to make the difference.
Similarly, we are looking at setting up a staff health clinic. We started talking
about this last year and thought we could take this year to study the idea
and make plans. However, early in the summer we heard that our insurance premiums
were going to be increased substantially. 42% to be exact. It was clear to
us that we needed to take immediate action to see what we could do to mitigate
these increases. None of us can afford this. The idea is that we will build
on the infrastructure of the student health clinic and have a convenient clinic
on campus for staff. 4J has one and about 40% of the staff uses it. Of course,
it will not be mandatory but we hope that choosing it as an option will decrease
all of our costs.
I don't need to tell you that we have much important
work to do. It is easy to become exhausted and the
international situation does not help.How do we accomplish
it, given everything we are facing? In the midst
of all the human suffering how do we find ways to
stay energized and enthusiastic, focused on the difference
we are making?
I must admit I have changed the time on my alarm
clock so I don't wake up to the news at the top of
the hour. Waking up to another suicide bomber or
car bomb or person killed in Iraq. I have decided
it is not the best way to start the day. We can't
ignore what is going on around us. It impacts us
one way or another. Yet, if we despair about that
how do we provide a hopeful learning environment?
For many of our students, indeed, for many of us,
coming to Lane is the respite from all the intractable
problems "out there." Can we make this a place that
does not ignore what is going on but provides a safe haven to focus on learning,
a place where we can be sure that the work we will do here will contribute
to lessening the kind of trouble going on in the world. Live up to the belief
that education can mitigate hate and destruction. Can we model here a peaceful,
respectful environment where there is a spirit of freedom, a spirit of inclusion,
a spirit of inquiry, a spirit of spontaneity, a spirit of possibility?
Spirit of freedom where you choose whether or not and how to engage.
Spirit of inclusion that includes diverse stakeholders in the conversations
thus expanding connectivity and the rich variability of perspectives
Spirit of inquiry that produces a container for joint exploration and discovery.
Instead of "knowing the answers" seeking to understand what is going on and
constructing meaningful outcomes.
Spirit of spontaneity that encourages cooperation among people who previously
stood on opposite side of the issues. This changes the relational dynamic from
one of defensiveness to one of collaboration.
Spirit of possibility where we can figure out optimal solutions together. Working
toward the potentiality of what could be creates energy for collective movement
toward agreement. As we begin to connect in relationship we can discover unifying
goals that transcend the potential for conflicting goals of each constituency.
In the midst of every
day routines that spin us like tops we need to
stop and remember why we got into this enterprise
in the first place. We
need to remember the beauty of the students and the
good fortune we have to work with them every day. One
thing that helps is to remember our vocation.
What got us into education in the first place? The word vocation from
the Latin vocatus - to be called and vox - to have a voice helps us understand.
At some point we felt this desire whether it was to be a teacher, an electrician,
a support person, a manager (actually for managers it is usually about do I
want to work for a dumb turkey or do I want to be one! Think about that for
a minute! Only kidding!) We had a desire. That word comes from the Latin "de
sire" - of the stars, keeping star in sight, following our star. To keep that
horizon as beckoning as possible, we must remember why we chose what we are
doing as frequently as possible. We need what Blake calls a "firm persuasion" in
our work- to feel that what we do is right for ourselves and good for the world
at exactly the same time. (Whyte)
All of us need to exchange a long glance with our calling. -and remember that
in education it is not so much a career goal as a life goal.
We must also put ourselves
in the role of learner on a daily basis. I spent
some time learning this summer. I went to a cooking
school with my daughter. I have always thought
of myself as a pretty good cook and I was sure
I knew how to cut an onion! But when I was asked
to step up to the table and cut the onion, it became
clear pretty quickly that I didn't know squat.
My knife skills did not meet the standard. And
as the chef told me to do this, then that, I found
myself tensing up, felt like a fool and an abject
failure. And I thought if I feel like this when
ordinarily I am a fairly confident person and my
whole future did not depend on whether my knife
skills were good, what is it like for our students
whose learning experiences here can affect their
whole lives.
One of the great challenges
of educating is that it is something grander than
the mechanistic context that many accountability
measures push us to. We must keep our own excitement
about what we do in the midst of all the stuff
that is going on. We
must stay on the edge of exploration ourselves.
That leads me to set high and loving expectation
for myself and all of us who serve students. Building
a field of expectations for ourselves and each other
challenges us to do what is best for students. When you think of the teacher
as learner (and by teacher, I mean all of us,) it is important to never lose
the innocence, the passion. To not cover over with experience but to see the
world anew or through students' eyes every single day. Indeed, we should celebrate
that our calling brought us to education and to Lane. Where else can
we meet with people as guides and mentors and share with them the exploration
of learning and in so doing really earn the title of educator.
If education is about anything it is about creating a joyful ability to live
at the frontier of our own learning (Whyte), where everyone is different, and
where we can speak uniquely to each student.
Another way to move
the college forward is to recognize that good ideas
come from everyone in the organization. As an organization
it is easy to get caught up in the hierarchy and
give greater value to the ideas of one group of
people over another. That is
not in keeping with the values of community colleges.
You have probably heard this story of Cesar Chavez.
When he was trying to organize the farm workers in
California, he became very despondent about how to
get the workers out of the camps to talk to them.
He called a meeting to discuss this and several ideas
were batted around. After a while a very old lady
at the back who was not recognized as a leader said,
What if we set up a shrine or alter just outside
the gates of the camp and when they come to pray
we can talk to them? At first, people did not know
whether to take this idea seriously because it came
from an unexpected place. But as the idea was discussed
everyone realized that it was the way through the
problem.
For me, this story illustrates that good ideas can come from anywhere/anyone
in the organization. And that we need to pay attention and not ignore an idea
because we think the person doesn't know enough. So I ask all of us to be open
to the best ideas whether they come from a student, the community, custodian,
support staff, faculty or manager. None of us has the corner on good ideas.
MLK quote bears repeating.
He said, "Everybody can be great because anybody can serve. You don't
have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject
and verb agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace. A soul
generated by love."
When a person knows that - the classroom is different, the office is different,
and the college is different.
Another way to deal with everything is to recommit
to the vision and mission of community colleges.
There is no power for change greater than a community
discovering what it cares about. (Wheatley)
I recall being asked once if I planned to move on
to work at a university. I was taken aback because
the question implied that the community college was "lesser
than" and that, of course, everyone was at a community college as a stepping
stone and must aspire to move "up" to the university. Part of the question
also revolved around the fact that the faculty probably came to community colleges
because they couldn't get a job at the university. Balderdash! Codswallop!
I think we who work at community colleges do so because of the fundamental
belief in our mission. We are committed to these colleges built on principles
of social justice and equity. We are committed to students who come to us from
all classes, ethnic and racial groups, with different sexual orientations,
religions, physical challenges. We work in these community colleges not because
we always get the best and the brightest (although that frequently happens)
but because we can make a difference in peoples' lives particularly when they
come to us wounded or convinced of their ability to fail. If they get here,
and we get a hold of them, they find they have a brain, develop an aspiration
and say, "yes, I can be successful. I can complete a two-year degree, or transfer
to the university or move to the next level of developmental math. It is affording
this access to the dream of higher education and truly transforming lives that
gets me out of bed in the morning. What about you? And we need to be clear
that everyone can impact that student. You don't know if the response to a
request for directions, the crisis intervention, the classroom experience,
the provision of comfortable spaces and helpful support, what exactly will
make that difference. But it is played out every single day at this college.
So, no, we are not a university. Nor do we want to be one when we grow up.
People work here because they are committed to this vision and mission and
this student population and if you are not, then you will not find the fulfillment
you are seeking here. Community goes far beyond our face-to-face relationship
with each other as human beings. In education especially, this community connects
us with what the poet Rilke called the great things of the world and with the
grace of great things. And I think that our college vision Transforming Lives
through Learning and this great community college mission has the power to
do that for us. So l ask all of you to recommit to this vision and mission
and these students and know that if you do the rewards are tremendous.
Let's be dream catchers - where we capture students' dreams and help make them
a reality as opposed to asking the question that Langston Hughes asked: What
happens to a dream deferred? Does it dry up like a raisin in the sun?
Another we can do is
to work at the organizational level. Greenleaf
says that organization kills spirit. Isn't
that a cheerful thought? We need to remember that
institutions do play an important part. Until
the last century only the wealthy could access services
we now take for granted- for example, health care
and education, until we began to perfect great institutions - our
colleges, schools, hospitals. On the other
hand they can be awful places that exploit, manipulate,
dehumanize people they were created to serve. Organizations
have lives of their own. No wonder that a defining
characteristic of the postmodern world is alienation
and cynical distrust of institutions. The old
industrial model depersonalizes people - treating
them like numbers. Now that we are in the post-modern
world we can tend to adopt the perspective of the
post modern age - consumer capitalism - view everyone
as a customer. Students are treated as units
of consumption. We become like a Kmart. (bankrupt
in many ways??) This culture can creep into every
area of the organization- including the classroom. Potential
of this outcome argues persuasively against viewing
students as customers. This calls us to shape
institutional culture in the service of students
and community. And of course we are part of
that.
MLK "We are all tied to a single garment of destiny caught in an inescapable
network of mutuality. Whatever affects one directly affects all indirectly.
I can never be what I ought to be until you are what you ought to be. This
is the interrelated structure of all reality. There are things we can accomplish
together that we cannot accomplish apart."
We must also be aware that transformation takes
time. Many of us are impatient to get things done,
solve a few more problems immediately. And we can't
wait around for ever but we need to do it using the
least amount of energy. We need deep attention, well-laid
and sharpened tools, care, patience, the imagination
engaged in bringing disparate parts together in one
whole.
All over Britain, but particularly in Scotland we
have these wonderful dry stone walls - (dry stane
in Scots) Michael Finkel describes on of the best
wallers like this.
"I watched Allen work. He'd stand stock still for a moment and stare at this
wall with a calculating look on his face. Then he would swiftly turn around and
bend down and select a stone. He'd twist it and jiggle it and flip it over and
back. Then he'd pick up his hammer, hold the stone to his thigh, and chip off
pieces with a few sharp taps. One of the qualities that set Allen apart from
other wallers is his feel for the hidden seams snaking through the rock. If he
was setting the stone into a space between two others, the rock would literally
click into place, wedged between its neighbors as tightly and neatly as if Allen
were building Lego bricks. He'd nod, reach down and sweep up the chips he'd broken
off, and pack them into the center of the wall. Then he'd study the next gap
for a second or two, spin around and pick up another stone."
The right touch at
the right time in the right place. The right word
at the right time in the right place. Effort and
will used only at pivotal moments. How
we long for that deftness and mastery. Moments
of speed and urgency but dependent on a felt perception
of a larger pattern. The ability to close on something
and then let it go. Whyte goes on to say the key
seems to be to find a restful yet attentive presence
in the midst of our work, to open up a spaciousness
in the center of our responsibility. To find some
source of energy other than our constant applications
of effort and will. If we attempt to engage the will
continually, it exhausts and prevents us from creating
a pattern that endures. A well-built dry stone wall,
free of cement, can settle, move, adapt to temperature,
and function as a good wall for centuries.
That is what I think we must do. First see the larger pattern (our vision,
mission and strategic directions and with the least pressure possible create
something that will endure.
Another thing that helps move us forward is to be
hopeful.
Vaclev Havel said that,
"Hope is a dimension of the soul.an orientation of
the spirit, an orientation of the heart. It transcends
the world that is immediately experienced and is anchored
somewhere beyond its horizons.it is not the conviction
that something will turn out well, but the certainty
that something makes sense regardless of how it turns
out."
Thomas Merton said, "Do not depend on the hope of
results.you may have to face the fact that your work
is apparently worthless and even achieve no result
at all, if not perhaps results opposite of what you
expect. As you get used to this idea you start more
and more to concentrate not on the results, but on
the value, the rightness, the truth of the work itself.you
gradually struggle less and less for an idea and
more and more for specific people. In the end, it
is the reality of the personal relationship that
saves everything.
Finally, what might help the most is for us to wage
peace. I mean that not only in our larger world but
in the community and within Lane. And that only happens
if we start in our own hearts.
As someone said, "It's not differences that divide us but our judgments about
each other that do."
Wage Peace with your
breath.
Breathe in terrorists
Breathe out sleeping children and fresh mown fields.
Breathe in confusion and breathe out maple trees.
Breathe in the fallen and breathe out life long
relationships intact.
Wage peace with our listening
Imagine grief
as the outbreak of beauty or gesture of fish.
Swim for the other side.
Wage peace.
Never has the world seemed so fresh and precious.
Have a cup of tea and rejoice.
Act as if armistice has already arrived.
Celebrate today.
Judith Hill
It's important for
all of us to think of a kaleidoscope and turn the
prism and look at things in a different way. I
read a quote from a 6 year old Afghani child in
a refugee camp. He said, "I don't know what peace
is, but I love it. I feel the same way in some
respects but I think we have an advantage. We do
have an inkling about what peace would look like.
Instead of living in the controversy, and I am well
aware that is a place that some people like to inhabit,
could we do it differently? Back to that cowboy wisdom
that says "When you give a personal lesson in meanness
to a critter or a person either, don't be surprised
if they learn their lesson real well." Or, "When
you're throwin' your weight around, be ready to have
it thrown right back at ya by somebody else."
Lane can be a model
of healthy work and learning - a
place where work is meaningful, relationships are
imbued with respect and personal and professional
growth is supported. We can have the conditions where
we can all do our best work. That is not say that
we agree on everything but if we could look at things
from an appreciative viewpoint, what we want more
of and focus on that, it provides a different worldview.
It is more positive, less harsh, more inviting and
engaging for us to step up and do the work.
Rilke
The great renewal of the world will perhaps consist
in this, that man and maid, freed of all false
feelings and reluctances, will seek each other
not as opposites but as brother and sister, as
neighbors, and will come together as human beings.
Now I am sure Rilke was thinking about something far larger than Lane Community
College but I can't help thinking that the change we need to make first is
right here at home, within our own hearts. If we can't get it right here when
we have a common vision and mission that beckons us where can it be successful?
Clearly, there is much
work to be done to achieve our preferred future. We need to be sure that
what we do now will take us down the right path. I
believe we are on the right track and we have the
ability to make our future a reality. For now, as
we face turbulent times we must keep that future
firmly planted in our minds and make sure our actions
are taking us there. Cowboy wisdom says, "Don't worry
about bitin' off more than you can chew; you mouth
is probably a whole lot bigger'n you think."
If you think you have
heard some of this before, you are right because
the truth is that much of what I said last year
still holds true. It's not
because I can't think of anything new to say. It's
because this transformation we are engaged in is
not a one-year proposition. It's a long-term
agenda that requires focus, consistency and bears
repetition. "If it don't seem like it's worth the
effort, it probably ain't." But I do think it is
worth the effort. To be part of a place that transforms
lives. To be the person who greets with a smile that
looks like hope, to be that one spark that inspires;
to change one another with delight and pleasure.
Each of us individually taking that first step knowing
that the start of a better world is to believe it
is possible. And it is possible to create the kind
of Lane we want. Everything we need is here.
We shape our self to fit the world
And by the world are shaped again.
The visible and the invisible,
Working together in common cause,
to produce the miraculous.
And so my last piece
of cowboy wisdom is to "never
miss a good chance to shut up." So, I have probably
had many chances so I'll take this one and end by
reminding you of the words of this song from the
80's...
I study nuclear science
I love my classes
I got a crazy teacher, he wears dark glasses
Things are going great, and they're only getting
better
I'm doing all right, getting good grades
The future's so bright, I gotta wear shades.